(My dad's stonewall, Dimond Hill Farm, Concord, NH)
When the climate talks were in
Copenhagen, my graduate department was incredibly generous in funding several
students to attend. My application for a slot was an enthusiastic medley of
Humanities-based, qualitative musings about why I—an Environmental Studies
writing student—would be as appropriate a candidate for a ticket to Denmark as
students of environmental policy, international law and energy science.
As tends to happen when quick
academic decisions are necessary, more scientific and quantitatively focused
students were selected. I don’t doubt that they were excellent and good
choices, that their presence in Copenhagen has honed their outlook and driven
many actions since that time. However, I remain impatient with the pervasive
idea that numbers are some how more valuable than words. Yes, it is hard to
determine if a heart has been spoken to, awakened, and what that newly beating
tempo may set the body and brain off to do, but precisely because of that
immeasurable potential power, the Humanities earn their name.
What I wanted to do for
Copenhagen, what I have always wanted to do and sometimes I’ve gotten closer
than others is to help people to fold humbly inwards to act boldly outwards.
This is harder to explain than a policy paper or an emissions report.
What I mean like this—with my
apologies to any Danish historians and I may have lost some facts in the
poetry: Geographically small Denmark was disproportionably a world leader for
several hundreds of years. Then, their navy was beaten soundly in 1801. This
shifted not only the world order, but also Denmark’s ethos and national
identity. There was some internal reckoning and identity crisis on a national
level, and the result was the country uniting behind the idea that, if not the
most powerful country in the world, they would certainly be the greatest
Denmark in the world.
And now they are a leader in
environmentalism and have a largely peaceful and functioning society. While
there have been undeniable violent racist issues within Denmark in the last few
years—relating to cartoons of the Prophet Muhammad—we are in no position in the
United States, with our guns and racism, to discount the larger lessons of
Denmark’s ethos.
When my father began to struggle
with the idea of retirement, with who he would be if not the “large and in
charge” charismatic and effective bully of a community re-organizer, I talked
with him about the history of Denmark, that they too had to humble, revision,
and came out slightly reinvented, but changed only for the better.
In semi-retirement, my father
built a stonewall at a nearby farm. He—envious of the craftsmen at a wooden
boat show—had determined that in this next phase, he wanted to work with his
hands. The farmers, wonderful women, encouraged him that it was good for his soul to get in touch with the earth. And he was fantastically happy, and even a
little healthier drinking water and walking to work.
It was all too brief a
retirement, but I’ll be forever proud of how my dad tried to be something new,
yet was still building something for a community, albeit on in different
dimension and different scale.
I’m sure that there are other
nations who have, when faced with collapse, folded inward and re-birthed a more
feasible ethos, but I have yet to find any country that has done it on the
scale and with the ethics that makes Denmark an environmentally progressive
leader. I hoped, when the climate talks were in Copenhagen, that something of
this progressive humbling would rub off on the delegates, on the press and the
scientists, that people would come streaming home with the seed in their hearts
that things need not be as they always have been, that there are other ways of
being than bygone identities.
To me, it was as significant and
promising that the 2009 talks were in Denmark as it was that there were talks
at all. In the disappointing aftermath of Copenhagen, where nations who must
poured out their hearts and the policies of the powerful did not change, I
clung to the comfort that, at least the world was talking about the climate. At
least what I know to be as true as my bones, at least there is a sense that
this is a global struggle, that we are not just a few crazy people watching
tides rise and songbirds disappear and crops dry up and forests burn.
To know how many people do care
is at once comforting and galvanizing. Who, we might ask, are so selfishly
scared of change that they do not listen to this beautiful assembled symphony?
Who is it that ignores such
vociferous passion?
Answer that, and it becomes
clear that this struggle for a better world does have real adversary, villains
with corporate stationary and billion dollar investments in the status quo.
Of course, with our phones and
computers and cars and televisions and microwaves and jet-fuel heavy passports
and plastic disposable everything that runs off dirty power plants and
pipelines, we are each also part of what
ignores the passion, part of what must pause to examine our own lives and
choices, part of what must be humbled towards greatness.
And now, again, what parts of
the world who can out of luxuriant responsibility and/or who must direst need
are converging in Paris to again discuss the scourge of climate change. And, of
course, each time there is a summit or major decision or action about climate
change, the dramatic hype makes it seem as if the world hangs fully in the
balance, that we will all drown, burn, starve, freeze or live on what happens
with that single event.
This is absurd. The drama is
chronic, the moment is every single one we have on this sweet earth with each
other. The world is always in the balance, always teetering, and the fires,
floods and famines are already here. We are living in the time of greatest
crisis—climate change does not watch the news and get better or worse because
some people sit down together and try to cap emissions or create public
transportation. One climate conference, two, three…these will not alone turn
the tide. We must do that, in between the headlines, in all our acts and
actions.
I am at least as spotty on France’s
history as I am on Denmark’s. But, even in what I have gleaned from Joan of
Arc, Dumas and Dickens, Casablanca, Les
Mis and Stéphane Hessel there is an
invigorating lot of revolutionary resistance to and takedown of over-gilded and
corrupt systems.
Also—and this may be the
strongest piece—what has come out about French culture since the terrorist
attacks of November 13th is that, simply, French love life. That
rooted, determined joie de vive, this is
something that the climate movement too often overlooks. We are full of facts,
of statistics, predictions, carbon counts, horror stories, and fear. All of
those have some place, but what we forget—at our own peril—is why we go about
this business in the first place.
Why? Because the world is
beautiful, because we love each other, because it would be simply rude to not
protect all that is wonderful for all who have yet to come to fall in love with
as well.
If I hoped that Copenhagen’s
turn at the climate talks could bring humility, then it is my even deeper hope
that Paris will teach us to bring joy to this work, to be brave and fierce.
These brighter tools, I believe,
are sharper and stronger than any other for all that lies ahead.
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